This year, has been THE YEAR. An unlimited amount of guys, music, friends & pretty much everything there is out there ;) I am looking forward to this summer 100%. Filled with parties, friends, and maybe a new boyfriend? Who knows, im just gonna Have fun. And jamm to one of my favorite people in this whole world, im talking AFROJACK<3. I am addicted to his music, i listen to it 80% of my day. I dont know why, but ive been loosing control lately. With friends, with boys with EVERYTHING. This summer will be very wild! Tarzan style (; lmfaooo. AHHH i can just see it.. parties, dudesss & those nights that you cant rememeber the next morning. U-N-F-O-R-G-E-T-A-B-L-E. Call me some crazy ass, but right now im in that "carefree" mood, where i could care less what goes onn :P Yeeee budeeyyy! its all about the rebellion right now. Im sure my parents wont mind x) Lol Ive got my ways.. thats all im gonna say. HA.HA<3 Well, besides the sugar-rush ive been having and my body moving to the beat of House music, theres just more fun to commee. Lately, ive found myself dancing in my room with my ipod at 5 in the morning. Its the power of music <3. Dancing the worries away. Not caring. No crying. No sorrows, Dusces to all the bull shit. Though i still care about school & important things like my family. But at this point after being serious for a long time, its time to turn up the basee. Im sure i sound like some freak lol, but hey? Its up to us to make life fun. If not we end up all depressed for worthless reasons. My advice to all of you people out there who cry yourself to sleep, who want to change who you are, who are judged by your opinions or looks. Just DONT GIVE A FUCK. Tell all the haters jealousy and hatred are a disease, and send them a Get well soon card. Dont give a shit, about them, about peer-pressure. Find something that full-fills your life. That makes YOU happy, not your parents, not your friends but YOU. If you say, "oh you dont know what it feels like"JACKSHIT right there. I do know what it feels like, i have been bullied, i have cried myself to sleep, i have been rejected before and i have regreted some of the things that ive done in the past. But after weeks with nothing but crying I once realized. Im the one suffering, the haters are out there having a good time. Im the idiot dressed in PJ's on a Saturday night crying like a sorry ass. Crap like this happened to me around 6th grade. Now, you ask people about me. Or you ask if they know me? Most of there replies involve.. Michelle? The chick that always parties?, that doesnt give a fuck about people's opinion?, the one who twisted her life around in one day?  Oh yea, i know her. This year, i had the lady-balls to dance in the middle of my school with friends during lunch. Yea, some of you might of been embarrased if you did that. But no, i got up and moved my hips like never before. And yes, they did talk about me after. But not shit, but about how brave and care-less I am. I have one of those reputations in which they know that if you mess with me, i just wont give one flying fuck. Sorry, but thats the truth. I dont get pissed, i dont get sad. I just ignore them, put on my headfones and jamm bitch! Gotta go now, afrojack is calling. So forget the bullshit, drink it down and jammmm babeyy (; laterrr hoes.